Well, These Two Months have been hell!!

These two months, a lot of bad thing have happened. My emotional are not stable at all, during last month. What happened? Well, during the mid of June, my relationship with my gf was tense, we always fight and I am encountered several distrust about her. But on the 24th June, things from bad went to worst. So, she decided to breakup and as for me, trying to patch things up but end up, making things worst. Well, Things might not appear to be the truth. Later, I found out the most horrible truth. She is seeing another guy. Well, that means what ever I try to do is useless, so just live my miserable life. This time, I am lucky because there are friends like Shelly,Albert,Frankie and my pet sister, Deborah. They are there for me. I feel blessed by these friends. Well, although this relationship lasts two and half years plus I think I shower her with too much love until I don't realized it is a pressure. There is nothing can be done since her heart has changed. Other than that, accepting the fact that when a person's heart changed, you will see more than just the reality. It is like reality check. Well, this relationship ends with involvement of parents. Well, I read from a book and certain feedback from my friends, parents might be the worst ending, you can get from. And I got it. Basically, from that onwards, my life just became dark and soul-less. It is just like wake up from a dream. A dream shouldnt be happened.
For now, I am single and quite ok with the current state. Plus i am addicted with guitar and modelling kit. Later, i will post some pictures about my models.

As for now, the heart-breaking stage is over, it is a new leaf for me.
That's all for now. I am continuing my progress with the template modification project with my pet sis, Deborah is a great help on design.