November 04, 2004

Wednesday --Unplanned...

Well, actually I feel a little moody plus I need to start thinking my future as my father's behavioral is weird every moment. Sigh, This year is my last year already yet he is giving me an impression that he wants me to work. I thought he should know that it is my last year already. And still, he is trying to stop my financial flow. The more he does that, the more hatred I get from him. I just hope that he changes within a year. I got a feeling that my resistance towards these hatred might not withstand a long period.

I realized that as I grow, my mental thinking is getting seriously unbalanced as many things has happened to me. Nowadays, to balance my mental, I need drive with high speed and go out every night for a scroll around PJ and KL sometimes. I also go out at night for clubbing and other stuff.

Well, That's for now

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