Frustrated!!!!

Sigh, today, I am officially feel frustrated today, after been FFK twice. Sigh. My overwhelm, high spirit of going out for coffee just went down to drain... After that, I was thinking of heading back to my room. I got a call from my father. Saying he needs another bottle of hard liquor... Sigh, No hope on that. Wise man, ones say "If people want to go hell, let them". So, I just bring that liquor to him, and my cousin sister to temple. Coz my cousin sister got into a big trouble. I think those dirty stuff went into her during her period time.(Just wondered, why most of the case happens at those time.) As she is acting extremely weird. Her looks like those died people. As this happens, my whole family started to fear dirty thing will spread to other. Actually, it was followed by a baby which it died with her mother during it's birth. Scare my whole family, as for me, I am back to square one. Insomnia. Which is bad, the unrest in my family grow overnight.

So, what I can do is to make myself busy with stuff like swimming, calling people out and etc. But now, the situation is resolved. Things back to normal. I am utterly speechless. After send the bottle and cousin there and sending back. During that time, a rare thing happened, a miracle happened, Arianne called, asking me to accompany her buying stuff at SS2. I agree without even thinking a sec. ODD,right? After that, I go home, before that, I had to pick up some stuff as I haven't had my dinner.

K, That's it. My current mood is indescribable as my feeling, thinking, thoughts are mixed just like a pool of mud. Someone bring me out of it, pull me out of it. Please. Anyways, I will always be at the side of you whenever you need me. As a friend, as a foe, as a stranger and many more. So, Peace everyone!!! God Bless You Guys and Gals.