Sunday Oh Sunday..What a boring...

Hmm. It is me again. I realized that I have no life during weekends. I must find something fill my weekends. Hmm.. I wondered why weekdays, I can have such great people with me to enjoy my life but when it comes to weekends, the problem comes, the horror, the boredom. Well, today, I didnt do much as I waste my most of time on the bed. Daydreaming, thinking of certain things and people too. I end up with a poem myself. When I am thinking of someone. Here goes:

Everytime you appears within my surrounding,
I found myself hard to breath,
Everytime I see you in eyes,
I found myself lost in your eyes,
Everytime I stand beside you,
I feel my heart beats fast,
Everytime I talk to you,
I feel blessed with love.

Hmm, This is based on my feeling,sorry if it doesnt sound right. BTW, Please dont misunderstand. I just use my previous feeling of previous relationships.So, I am not thinking of anyone.

Sigh, Unexpected Problem Arise!!!!

Now, it is 6.15 am. I have been not sleep properly for two days, which means my bio-clock is screw up. It seems to be my boredom have bring my level of rest less to higher level. I hope tomorrow I can sleep normally. Before I need to escort to medication. Sigh... The problem is getting worst. I just hope I can rest the whole day tomorrow without feeling boring.

What I fear most has happened.

Today, It can be my worst day of my life as what I fear most has happened again. Which is Boredom. I realized that fun cant last and every time, I seem to be having a big problem here, which is I cant capture the moment and make it last longer. I am getting sick of boredom. Today, I woke up around 12 noon. Having serious headache, probably after yesterday sleepless night, I keep thinking of something. Probably, things happens in this way.

I wondered sometimes "Is it bad to treat people too good and they will think you are chasing them?". To me, I say "Hell, No!!". Why ? Because I am sick and tired of relationship. I starting to enjoy my single life as I love the freedom I get. I feel so great and so life like. Or should I put it in this way. "No string attached". No need to care or think about other people's feeling when doing an acion. Is that really hard to do? Hmm...now I am scare to treat people good, treat people equally as peoples have different needs and demands. Even I am myself, don't know what I really want in long term?. Now I only know that I want to have fun and chase back what ever I miss for the past two years.

To end this, I just hope this boredom situation will end soon. If not, I will be suffering several injuries soon.

Added: Why I need to end my day in such wasteful condition? WHY WHY. I guess I am poisoned with outing already...

Added Again:~2.38am: I feel better, as my boredom is gone,just right after my race around PJ with 150km/h, my heart feel the breeze, the speed. I feel the boredom diminish as I drove the car, the sound of engine roaring. This is what I called the human art of speed. The level is different.

Some Recap on Tuesday,Wednesday and Thursday

Hmm. I think this will be quite long story because there are a few problem that prevent me from accessing bloggers. I don't know why, sometimes, it is no power, sometimes the internet connection access certain site(Stupid TMNET personnel, please do your job properly),and last but not least, Too tired and exhausted to compile my story. Well, Here goes:

Tuesday
Well, Here goes. On Tuesday, it is a typical day as normal routines and I send my car to the repair shop for service. Stupid old car is getting those stupid old sickness(I am aiming for VIOS, I got to convince my dad soon. *CROSS-FINGER*). Around 5pm, I received an unexpected call from Arianne, asking me to pick her up at KL. Well, as usual, I agree and pick up my car from the repair shop then drove to KL then we went to Kajang to have dinner with Winnie and Ah Kan at a French restaurant (BTW, forgot what is the name of the place).

After that, we all went to a place where there are two guitarist playing those song picked by the audiences. I didn't pick any song as I don't know what song that I like. But there is one song in particular makes me feel guilty, feel upset, feel wanting to cry, feel wanting to kill myself. HAHA, don't worry, I make a promise that is never to harm or kill myself as I am having my mother's blood and my father's bones. So, I must repay them somehow. Then later, I sent Winnie and Ah Kan back to their homes. Suddenly, Arianne got the feeling of vomiting, she vomit out everything we had during dinner. Well, She got a bad record on her stomach. As soon as she vomit finish, I try to drive fast but steady to her home.

Wednesday
Well, I got lesson to attend to from 1.45 till 5pm. Well, This time is not getting so bad about the PFI lecturer. No comments about him. After 5pm, I rushed to KL to meet up with Arianne and Winnie again for swimming. I reached there around 5.45 but Arianne are not free until 6.30. Well, I walked around the golden triangle, seeing scenery, some buildings design and fashion. HAHA. Around 6.00pm, Winnie arrived to KL too, and same as me, she got to wait for Arianne till 6.20pm, so we have nice chat session with her as we are waiting for Arianne.

After that, we went to Lot 10 to see some stuff and buy some sushi for snack before swimming( actually, their snack because I didn't eat.). I realized that my swimming skill gone down the drain as I didn't take effort to practice. I only can swim half lap with one breath. Last time, I can hold my breath longer as it is one lap one breath. Sigh... No use crying over a spill milk. So, I will be training my stamina back. After swimming, we went to Jalan Alor for our dinner. Then, I send them back.

Thursday

Thursday, I woke up quite late, as I have been very active in things, I just follow my daily routines but I havent have the time to reschedule my fitness plan. I dont know why I am quite tired today. Nevermind that. Around 6pm, I called rachel for confirmation on our pool session but it seems that she is out of coverage. She messaged me back around 7pm, telling me the pool session is on at 9 pm. I managed to catch some drama before going to the place. Well, I got a big surprise. 29 OCT is elaine's birthday. I dont know about the plans. So, I just go with the flow. We have fun all night. I went home around 3.45am. And start blogging until now.

P/S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELAINE AND SORRY FOR NOT BRINGING A PRESENT. :)

Hello there

Hmm.. Actually I would like to blog about last Saturday. Last Saturday, I went to New Era college to attend a friend(Winnie) performance. There are a few things happened during that time. First, the performance was great but there are minor mistake occurred during that time like lighting mismatch and dancers co-ordination are alittle off. Overall of the performance are quite ok for them as they are not professional. It might happens to be my expectation are set too high.

During that time, I meet a guy called John Kit(or Joe Kit), he is a entertainer, hmm... as I can say is we have alot of topics to talk about. For example, interior design, we exchange different views of interior design. From Japanese Designs to Modern Design when we are waiting for Winnie to clean up the stage. After that,Arianne,Winnie, Winnie's friend and me went to a nearby shop called "Paradise" for drinks and some chit-chat session. Then it is off to home.

As for today, the usual day to college, not much to say about except for my PFI lecturer plainly mono-tone explaining his concept of polymorphism which is not really relevant. He is plainly brag the time. Sigh, I wish he can mind his own business as I am using a much more effecient way to learn which I am asking several MIND members about programming. Sigh, He keep bugging me, asking me how this and that. My point is with his way of teaching, it is confusing. I hope that he dont mess up my design pattern. He always like to say "You must use OO concept to developing, IT is Better to develop in this way". And I say MY FOOT. so stubborn. OO concept got alot of flaws.

Rest In Peace.........

It has been one day that I dont have the time to write until now. It is something happened in my family. My uncle passed away on this wednesday around 7 pm. Well, actually it is nothing upset about as we have expected this to happen. So, very little tear are sped, as everything is expected. My heart just feel heavy.

At this moment, my brain started to wonder why life so fragile and all those things. Sigh. Recently, I downloaded an anime called Bleach. This anime story is talking about spritual and death god.(How lost souls become evil soul harm other living people). It makes me think how can some souls remains at here and not moved on.

Well, there are not much to talk about yesterday and today. As there is nothing much to talk except my uncle is a christian and his son want to make funeral ceremony in Christian style and cremeted him. Today, I found out how they cremeted people. I feel uneasy as it is a human. Just make me think it is oven. HAHA

Wednesday Activities

I will do some recap on yesterday as I forgot about my previous activities. On Wednesday, as usual, I woke up at 10 am, and do my routine like checking my downloads, PC health and etc. And then, I take a shower around 12pm and go to college as my new semester just started on Monday. This semester is quite relax as I only have two modules. The two modules which I going to learn are called PI(Professional Issues) and PFI(Programming For Internet). Sigh, I wondered why PI and PFI modules are created. These two modules can bored me to death as PI is actually like moral studies. I wondered why must we learned ethics as they are a lot of people don't have ethics. What makes me more demotivated is PFI. The lecturer is killing me with his Indian's accent. During his lecture, my brain are filled with question mark. (What did he just say?, Why are we learned old stuff? Why isn't he teaching us SOA method? Why OOP concept? Why this ? Why that?). At the end of the lecture, I am partial exhausted by his incapableness. What makes thing worst? He purposely ignore my painful ears of hearing his summary of the day.

Luckily, I have an appointment with Arianne after my class. So, I reached at KL around 6 pm. It is counted as fast already. Within an hour, I bypass all the jam. When I reached there. Arianne says she is having light meal. So, we have our light meal at L'Opera restaurant. Later, We went for a short shopping to pick up my swimming trunk as I cant find mine in my house. I wondered, nevermind. As Chinese wise man say "if the old things don't go, new ones wont come". Then, we went to club and swimming for two hours.

Then, we went to Jalan Alor for dinner. I don't know pronounce the dishes in Chinese, but I think it is called "Kung-Po Frog Porridge". Nice but it is very spicy too. I feel my stomach burning my flames. HAHA. Great Stuff.

Well, That is all. Because today is resting day.

Yet Thing can be interested in another way

Today, I woke up at 2pm, Sigh, my timing is getting worst. After cleaning myself, I went straight to study up my XML format and XSL schema. I feel that XML is a great langauge, better than HTML when it comes with data. But there is a problem when XML is use to read or write binary format because XML tends to store information onto the RAM memory until it is released. This information is thanks to my great master (KAH FUI).

Around 6 pm, I need to go out to Subang to pick up the VS2005 from Irene. Hmm, she give me two DVD of VS2005. At that moment, I was thinking which one is the one I want. Nevermind, I reached home without encountering any traffic jams. Which is great, if not, I will caught in a jam for hours. After I came home, I took some rest and catch some drama, movies, and comedy.

Around 10pm, Cheryl call and ask me to go out for pool. Well, I accepted it and drove all the way to Sri Hartamas, thinking it is that place but it is not. It is supposed to be in Matrix. I just wasted the parking fee. And drove to Matrix. When I reached there, I realized that there are no empty pool table, so we have to wait for a table. So, we managed to get one table, and we play around 4-5 rounds. Then, Jo come to Matrix after her movie. After the pool game, We(Foo,Cheryl,Jo and me) decided to have some dim sum at Sri Petaling.

Then, I need bring them out of Sri Petaling area as they are not so familiar with the place, plus they need to pick up Nicole at Times Square. After all that, I drove home, in god speed.

Thing can be interesting.

Today, I slept until 11am because I received an unexpected call from a friend(Arianne). She ask out for lunch, I gladly accept the offer. Around 12.15pm, I went out and reach 1-Utama around 12.25pm. I wondering why I am reaching this place so fast. Well, nevermind about that, I always like to be early on appointment. Maybe it is my habit, cant be changed. So, I have extra time to spare before meet her, I went to search for a particular CD. This song is called "Hit In The USA" by BEAT Crusader. Here is the link. Sigh, I didnt manage to find it. I search high and low for it, and no trace of this song but I will not give up so easily without putting up a fight. Either way, I will get my hand on this CD. Even if, I need to online purchase it from JAPAN.

Well,back to the appointment, at last, we managed to meet up and have lunch together, we went to a japanese restaurant to have our lunch, it was great. After lunch, we have scroll around 1-Utama as she seldom come to this shopping complex. We went to IT Planet(My previous part-time job place). It is great to meet up with those guys and the boss there. He seems to be the same as old days, still like to joking and tease around. I help Arianne to beam some software to her sony clie as the boss is so kind enough to lend me beam those software without any cost. Dont worry, I will buy something from him soon, as my FYP required a smartphone, and I am aiming for Motorola MPx220. It is great smartphone. click here to know more.So I am crossing my finger as this will be in my expense or I might ask from my father. After that, we scroll for another 30 mins then I accompany her to carpark and then I off to my car.

I went back home, and continue my sleep as I am quite tired because I stand awake until 3am. and I am doing the same thing for today. I must try to readjust my time before my next sem starts. Around 3-4pm, I received a call from cheryl that she want to play pool tonight, and I say ok and ask some people out. So, Rachel,yc,py,cheryl,heidi and of course me were at Matrix. BTW, today is ladies' night, so they got free drink for being there. So, we start our little pool frenzy. As usual, I lost more than winning. I need to brush up with my aiming and estimating skill as my aiming is getting rusty. During that time, I am not feeling well because I am having a serious headache. This kind of headache makes me go crazy and do wild stuff.

After the pool session, everyone went home, when I am finished my last pool with Cheryl. Then, we went back to SS2 because I need to pick up cheryl's cousin(Jo) back to her house. Before that, there is a little detour to pj state because cheryl want to have her supper. Then we three have some food and chat about study and life. It is quite relaxed. After that, I send them back and I am off to my home. Home Sweet Home. That's all for today. Hopefully, my life can be more interesting then this. **FINGER CROSSED**

Normal Day, Normal Life, Normal guy

What a boring day, I spent my whole revamping my stupid blog. Sadly, my blog's code is killing me, CSS and XHTML. Well, I give up as for now, my blog only can be viewed with IE(Internet Explorer) only. I give up because my brain cant really think HTML and CSS code. In my brain is filled with ASP.NET,C#,Design Pattern,XML and SOA(Service-Oriented Architecture) and my reminder is telling me that I need to spend some time on write some testimonials for friends. So, as promise, I done it for them already.

Btw, sorry guys and gals about my blog's bug and those who are using opera and netscape. I try to make other browser work but sadly, it is not working. Sigh, I try but it keep failed, until then please bear with it, until I got a solution.

This is my new theme called Energy Bliss. haha.. I managed to extract the files in MSI. This is a release for Window XP Tablet PC Edition. I wonder why Microsoft do that.

New Templates

Basically, Today, I went to shelly's house to ask from help on my FYP around 3pm. After that, I have sudden urge for "dim sum" with Cheryl. Sigh, I cant manage to ask other people to come out with such short notice. So, no choice, I go to SS2 and get my "dim sum". Btw, I dont know how to pronounce those chinese names for those "dim sum", so sorry about that, I only know that I order a "dim sum" cost RM 12. It is killer, but it is very nice. In the "dim sum" got some meat juicy. Well, I better stop talking about "dim sum", it just make me go for second round. Haha...

Oh ya, I nearly forgot, I need be driver for cheryl to bangsar at 8.45pm to meet someone. I dont know why I am so good to help people. While I am at Bangsar after sending her, I drove to MPH Bangsar for some quick glimpse. I end up with two magazine on Architecture or should I say interior design. I am a sucker on interior design. Haha... dont know since when I have this kind of interest. Then I went home and start my redesign on my blog as my friends starting to complain on it. Well, I spent long time realign my blog and failed until I give up and ask my fellow good friend, Shelly for help. So, I would like to take this chance to thank her for her help and care.

Btw, to those who I owned them for the Testimonial, I am sorry. I will do it within these few days. I try to fulfill my promise as there are alot of promise need to be complete. So, I just need some time.

I hope you guys will be happy with my new templates... please comment on it.

Blogging Time!!

It has been ages that neglect my blog. Sorry for those people who keep checking my blog. Well, recently, I have been quite busy, as my assignment and project due at the same week. After that hectic week, my examination is just around the corner. So, I need to do something about that. Well then, now I managed to finish this sem peaceful although there are some unhappy events.

On friday, I woke up around 6am because microsoft held an event called VB.NET 2004 World Tour where two presenter which are the ones who incharge of Visual Studio 2003 and the upcoming VS2005 codename "Whidbey" Their names are Jay Roxe and Matthew Gertz. Well, guys, I am not impress of VS2003 but VS2005 is great, no more slow loading sequences and no more resources hog. GREAT!!. I can't wait for the VS2005 beta 1 refresh edition plus it is 95% completed. So, that means the major bugs are fixed. I got a goodie from the event, I got a T-Shirt written VS 2004 World Tour made from Haiti. Hmm... Haiti nice. After the event, I went home and continue my study.

On Saturday, My last paper, I just quickly and swiftly finish my paper then rush to KLCC to meet my friends and chat some chat with Kah Fui(my SOA and Design Pattern advisor or should I say Mentor) and some other friends. But before that, once again, we will have Jay Roxe and Matthew Gertz for presentation but this is quite interesting than yesterday. Oh ya, I nearly forgotten, Amy Tang is too scare to ask them to sign her T-Shirt. So, she ask me for help, then I just took her shirt and ask them for signature. So everyone happy and I am glad to help. that's all for saturday.

As for today, I am planning to fix up all my things that went die for a long time. Well, I managed to fix a few thing and clean up my room as my house is too near the stupid federal highway plus my nose is so senstive on dust and partials. I cleaned the whole room and fix up my table after the war. Maybe later, planning to meet up some friends and enjoy abit.

P/S: I will be fixing my blog as everyone told me my blog is crappy and not really organized. So, Stay Tuned Guys and Gals. It will be faster than the last time..

Weird Dream and Some Recap~

Ok, here goes, Two days ago, I had a dreaming. I dreamt that I was lieing on the bed while look out of the window, The sky are filled with the roaring lightning and furious wind and raining heavily. On top of it, I don't know whether it is a dream or the real thing because on that day, my mother told me that it rains heavily last night. Then I was like confuse "don't know whether it is true or not".

Yesterday, I went to KL to meet some friends, but sadly I didn't managed to meet them because some misunderstanding of timing. Well, there is always a consolation prize. Cheryl offered me out for pool. Well, at first, I refused but eventually I give in because I always lose to her. Well, this time, I go because there are friends of her and a cousin (I think) named Nicole. Well, the pool session didnt went well for me, I losing again. Nevermind about that, I did enjoy the game. And I have lovely chat with nicole. After that, we went to SS2 for supper.

As for today, I went jogging with my mother and brother. It seem to be odd because as all my friends knows me, I dont do exercise. Well, I join my mother because the area are quite dangerous. Then later, I went to catch a movie at pyramid with nicole,cheryl,foo(a guy) and me. after the movie, I went home and they went for second round at RUSH. I didnt go because I am not really good with butt shaking. LOL..

BTW, congratulation to my friend, Kah Fui on his new car, Toyota Vios. And it is my dream car. Sigh. Nevermind, I will get it sooner or later.