..Hadrian's Life..

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2005-12-02T19:32:00.000+08:00

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New Life~~~

2005-03-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hi, everyone. I have a great news... Which is I am A Christian. Feeling Happy for me ? Yes, I am christian offically on the this sunday. Yes, EASTER SUNDAY.. It has been few months that I touch my blog. I feel that I have neglected my blog severely. So, I will try my best to update my blog as often as I can. Plus, I am typing this entry from my new laptop. YES. New laptop after the sad case. This time, I got it cheap. Hmm... That's all for now.

BTW, My life in these few months were great, hoping for the best.

Hello there... What a year, I have been through...

2005-01-06T09:43:00.000+08:00

Hello, guys and gals.. Sorry for not blogging regularly, This month was a hectic and tiring month. Well, here is what happened during my absent. BTW, I didn't manage to spare some time on uploading a photo, because I realized that uploading a photos can be really a pain in ass. So, I don't have the time to spare uploading the photos, but I will try to spare some time to upload it. Hopefully, I will have time to do it this month. So, I am crossing my fingers.

For my new year celebration, I drove to Singapore with Canna and her friends. So, I just tag along. Yes, I did took some photos, but mostly, it is about scenery rather group photos. I meet Canna's eldest sister, Esther. I hope I got it right. She is working at a club house in Singapore near the airport. For your information, I drove my mother's car, Land Rover Discovery around Singapore. I managed to get the car around Singapore. We stayed at Oxford hotel, 3 day 2 night. I was realized most of the people in Singapore don't know their own roads. Actually, I found it easy to get lost in Singapore as everything are almost the same.

The hotel is located at the Queens Rd, and when we asked for direction, everyone like scratching their silly head off, not knowing where is the road. I realized that Queens Rd is a rare to its own people. First day, We reached the hotel and rest until around 2pm then went to Bugis Village for lunch with Esther. After that, we have a walk around the place then we went to somewhere to eat steamboat. To my horror, they eat a lot of food, I cant match the hungry people. They eat like nobody's business. As for me, I can't stand after second round of steamboat. After the steamboat, I went down and got myself 6 T-Shirt all from Giordano. Six different colors but same design. Now, I am full of T-shirt but no shorts and pants. :S Confusing.. Decision as I need some for work and casual. I think one jeans and few of khaki pants or slack.

Later that night, I went out alone, taking picture of Singapore night scene. It is really relaxed, I don't feel any stress around there. I feel so free, even though, my mind was troubled, have lost my sense of caring, just like a volcano wanted to erupt. Well, at least, It didn't erupted. Good News. Canna got worried, she message me twice. I feel sorry for her. So, I message her back, but the reply was like after 30 min. Then, I went back to the hotel and went to sleep.

Day 2- I woke up around 8am, but still lying on the bed, wait for everyone to be awake. Actually, they went out for supper until 5am. I hear the church's bell ring 3 times, It was Sunday. I think they are having morning service there. Around 2pm, after everyone was awake except for me and Canna, everyone went out for shopping. I was not in a mood to go out, and Canna was tired. So, we rest and watch some movies until around 4.30 pm. Canna wanted to go out to meet them but I was lazy and too comfort on bed, unwillingly to wake up and go out with her. But at the end, she managed to kick me out of the bed. We went to City Hall to meet them but we didn't managed to find them at there plus no communication with them. End up, meet them at Suntec City with empty stomach. Then we went to Orchard Rd, for dinner at Yoshinova and then have a walk around Orchard RD. Then we went back to the hotel, as for me, it is resting, and other went out for second round and Canna went out with her Singapore friends. Later, she came back with food, we had supper and chat. After that, I am exhausted and went to sleep.

Day 3- I woke up at 8 am again for no reason, and this time, the church ring, I was hoping to hear that. The church actually looks like those vampire lair. Somemore, when you are walking near it during night time, it will give you the creepy feeling, like someone is stalking you. Back to the main topic. We went to PARCO, for lunch at a shop called PastaMania. The pasta and everything was ok only, I think I cook better than them. But there is something that upset the whole group, which is a girl. The girl looks nice but her behavior really makes a bad impression, the way she brings herself is so annoying. She uses those kind of eyesight that are so unpleasant. After the lunch, we went to walk around PARCO, alot of stuff, I went to bookstore, see some photography, design and computing books. A lot of books that are not available in malaysia. After 5pm, we went back to malaysia. Done. That is the trip to singapore.

From Tuesday to Thursday, Busy working, studying, and finish my project. HAHA... signing off now.. To those who managed to read finish, from top to down. Sorry about the long air. Suddenly, I got feeling of write such long blog and thanks for your time. Bye bye

A Few Recap.. And tragic Day

2004-12-28T09:13:00.000+08:00

Greetings, friends... I have been quite lazy these days, but lucky, everything is getting back on track. After my trip to Hong Kong, I got myself some clothes, a camera, and a watch. Actually, I went there for another purpose. Go there for some image changing and some PR session with father's friends. Important Lesson learned during the trip: people can be very deceiving, even it is your relative.

When I am back to Malaysia,
21/12/2004:
Working Day.
22/12/2004:
Went out with Canna, Had lunch with her sister at Midvalley. After that, we went shopping at 1 Utama.
23/12/2004:
I went out with Canna for Kung Fu Hustle. The shows, entertaining but unrealistic. Overall, We had a great time there.
24/12/2004:
Christmas Eve, after working when out with shelly at Curve.
25/12/2004:
Went out whole day with Canna, later back at her house, eat her home cook food.

I will post up my photo about the trip and some other photo. After I create the place for it.. Coming Soon.

The Greed, The Good, The Ugly

2004-12-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

Greetings from Hong Kong. Today, my thinking is a mess. Not that, I dont like Hong Kong, I love Hong Kong. Life in Hong Kong suits me perfectly, working overtime, shopping, eatting. But what makes me upset is my mother. I wondered why she always makes me feel so bad. My father gives me so little money yet my mother keep on thinking of people who dont even care about her, even use her and ask me fork out money for them, this, and that. I absolutely hate it. She makes me feel bad really bad infront of everyone. I am sick of my mother's care for them. These people never value my mother's care and even worst, always say my parents is rich and never care about them. I SAY "TO HELL FOR THEM" why? coz to me, if people treat you good at least show that you are appreciate. BLASTED. I cant even buy my stuff, always put them on the first priority. K, I feel released now... see ya.. Will place some photo soon.

Dare to dream, Dare to achieve

2004-12-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. basically today is my first day off from working. I thought I will make full usage of today, but it turns out, no very effective as I thought. Actually, today, I went to KLCC. It has been my monthly routine. MIND gathering.. But this month, there are some problem occurs. First, the security people on tower 2 dont let us in without a letter of confirmation saying that we are attending a Microsoft event because every year, around this time, there will be some stupid people making havoc at KLCC for no reason. Secondly, the place where we always gather arent setup properly plus the community member are not there. So, we volunteer to fix the place up.

Basically, what I did today, and yesterday, I went out with Canna, we went to 1 Utama to catch a movie. Polar Express quite interesting. Christmas Spirit around the corner. I wonder this year got christmas gifts for me or not. Nevermind about that... as I am always the giving one than the receiving one.

Actually, other thing about my title for today, As for now, this title will be my motivation. If one's dare to dream, one must also dare to achieve with or without encountering the mistake,problems and etc. Abit of blur today. OK.. that's all

2004-12-08T23:51:00.001+08:00

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2004-12-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

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Hi there, Holiday Feel is around the corner....

2004-12-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

I'm back. Once again, I am lying on my bed while typing this blog entry. Well, yes, how nice. But today, I feel alone, I feel moody, I feel outcast. Yes, once again, I am feeling myself all alone in a deserted island all by myself. Actually this feeling hit me after my nap. I took a nap right after my college. Yes, it seems when I dont have things to do, I will tend to sleep rather than doing my usual stuff. I feel so lonely. It is undescribable.

Nevermind that, as I know there are other things that can kill my loneliness. Today, after my first class, my friends and me went down to cafeteria and have some food and drink when chatting. We came up an idea of going to Port Dickson for this christmas. But we are still in the stage of planning. No solid confirmation on it. Sigh.. So, I need to make it happen. *Crossing Fingers*

Later today,I found some things interesting. Thanks to Jae's forward mail. Now I am searching where to get it. I will post some picture of it later.

Frustrated!!!!

2004-12-05T02:35:00.000+08:00

Sigh, today, I am officially feel frustrated today, after been FFK twice. Sigh. My overwhelm, high spirit of going out for coffee just went down to drain... After that, I was thinking of heading back to my room. I got a call from my father. Saying he needs another bottle of hard liquor... Sigh, No hope on that. Wise man, ones say "If people want to go hell, let them". So, I just bring that liquor to him, and my cousin sister to temple. Coz my cousin sister got into a big trouble. I think those dirty stuff went into her during her period time.(Just wondered, why most of the case happens at those time.) As she is acting extremely weird. Her looks like those died people. As this happens, my whole family started to fear dirty thing will spread to other. Actually, it was followed by a baby which it died with her mother during it's birth. Scare my whole family, as for me, I am back to square one. Insomnia. Which is bad, the unrest in my family grow overnight.

So, what I can do is to make myself busy with stuff like swimming, calling people out and etc. But now, the situation is resolved. Things back to normal. I am utterly speechless. After send the bottle and cousin there and sending back. During that time, a rare thing happened, a miracle happened, Arianne called, asking me to accompany her buying stuff at SS2. I agree without even thinking a sec. ODD,right? After that, I go home, before that, I had to pick up some stuff as I haven't had my dinner.

K, That's it. My current mood is indescribable as my feeling, thinking, thoughts are mixed just like a pool of mud. Someone bring me out of it, pull me out of it. Please. Anyways, I will always be at the side of you whenever you need me. As a friend, as a foe, as a stranger and many more. So, Peace everyone!!! God Bless You Guys and Gals.

Hi there, Hmm... Sorry for everything

2004-12-03T01:25:00.000+08:00

Hi there, everyone sorry for keeping you guys checking for nothing. And dear sister, don't be angry, k? Peace!! OK OK back to the blog, I will summarizes this whole month's event after 8 Nov. Simple wording "Long story make it short".

Basically, this month has been a great month for me, as many great thing happened. Hmm, I have been going out with Canna, numerous times, out for movie, out for dinner, out for coffee and alot more. Hmm, what is so interesting is? Actually, I kinda enjoying chatting and have little R&R (Rest & Relax) with her during our coffee session. I think I spend alot on coffee.. until I am broke at the end of the month. Other than that, I have been watching movie every now and then with Canna. Basically, we have seen most of the English movie in the cinema. Plus we also did see the same movie for number of times. Btw, I am trying rise up some money for my dream digital camera, Olympus u-mini. It has great design, I am not sure why am I so design oriented.

Oh ya, I nearly forgotten about something, I just got a job as Technical Trainee. Today is my first of work, at least, suppose to be. because there is a minor delay. So, it is starting next week, basically, I will be in charge of a part of a big project, secret for now, but I will tell when the time has come. The people there are great, friendly and sporty. Overall, today, nothing much to do, as my desk is empty without pc. So, I need to format and fix one myself. Great. 1 mbps and everyone is surfing all the way. One downsize is they are all JAVA -oriented. I am like in the island of JAVA, so I am the odd one, just like JAVA VS C#. haha....

That's all for now, BTW, midpoint schedule is not out yet, makes me feel restless now.

Sickness be Gone ~~ and Recap

2004-11-08T18:43:00.000+08:00

HI, it has been two days since last blogging sessions. I cant help feeling guilty of not blogging for so long, plus I am officially sick since yesterday because of the sudden changes of weathers. So, I got it during morning of 7 NOV. Sigh, now I am suffering from running nose and mass dizzy. Ok, let's do some recap.

Sunday

Basically, on Sunday, I spent my time with Canna at Sunway Shopping Complex. We had our lunch at Zen(Japanese Restuarant). I ordered myself a Zaru Soba, as for Canna, she ordered herself a chicken soba( at least I remember there is chicken and soba in it). I managed to finish my meal, and Canna didnt managed to finish. Actually the food there are quite big. Later, after that, we went for a scroll around sunway. We had a long walk.. believe me, it is very long, then we decided to find a place to have some coffee. I got myself a Irish cream coffee. Very nice, Love Irish stuff so much even their accent. As for Canna, she got herself a Mint Mocha Coffee. Well, It is quite early, we go and catch a movie called "Shark Tale". Very funny show. But the cinema environment are very cold, I shiver throughout the show. but I still enjoy watching it. Then, Canna need to get some thing there, so accompany her, and accompany back to her car.

Monday

Same old routine but I skipped PI as I only come to college for the PFI group project. After I went home and had my lunch and med. And I will be resting for the rest of the day.

You know the drill~~ Recap on Thursday and Friday....

2004-11-06T02:20:00.000+08:00

Here goes.. On Thursday, as usual I woke up and do some work on my FYP. It is a good start but it is time to speed up the working. Until 5pm, I called Rachel and Cheryl, it seems that they are not available for three hours, so, I decided to call Seng Fown out for pool instead. When we arrived there, I saw them playing pool.. Sigh, Nevermind about that, but I feel kinda angry but it is a minor problem. So, Sing Fown and me ordered a jug of beer, yes beer, I am killing myself once again. Then Sing Fown and me got ourselves a pool table, so we start to play for a few round. I feel great about my skill. Sudden Improvement and Unimaginable Outcomes. I feel so high during that time, plus I am not angry about them already, such drastically speed of forgiveness. Then I introduce Seng Fown to them. Well, I think it is good to let my friends get along with another group of friends. BTW, I still lose to Cheryl, I might be cursed.

Well, after that, Sing Fown and me returned home as they have second plan (going to RUSH). After I send Sing Fown home, I make a small detour to McD. Bought some food and went home. Eat my supper then rest. But I didn't manage to sleep well, as I feel the surrounding vibes are not normal. It is very cold, I mean freezing cold and I feel some thing I near. It kept me awake until 6am, I managed to sleep.

FRIDAY
Around 8am, I was awake because my next door, I forgotten to say my next door is a pre-school. And they are having sport day. WTH!! Sport Day.. Such small scale, with such loud speaker and the amount of noise. So, I struggle to get some more sleep but it cause me with a serious headache. Well, it is time to wake up as I promised Arianne to wake up early to send her around Subang and KL in search of car. Actually, it just tempted me with VIOS more deeply. Now, I am poisoned, beyond the recovery of VIOS mighty temptation. I went to her house to fix her badly affected computer, hmm I managed to kill all adware and remove all possible way for the adware. Incase of returning issue, but I had a feeling it will pop up sooner or later. While I am fixing the computer, she is packing her stuff, and waiting for Winnie and Ah Kai to join us for dinner.

Before that,we need to send Arianne's dog to KL as Arianne is going for vacation. We encountered the most terrible rainstorm,flash floods and traffic jam while on the way to KL, then we had our dinner at PUDU. Shabu-Shabu for dinner, YES !! I LOVE SHABU-SHABU. Then we went back to her house and we went for yam cha around seri kembangan. Then it is bye bye. HAHA... I am tired...plus I am have appointment with Canna tomorrow. So Good Night... it is 4 am now.

Wednesday --Unplanned...

2004-11-04T01:26:00.000+08:00

Well, actually I feel a little moody plus I need to start thinking my future as my father's behavioral is weird every moment. Sigh, This year is my last year already yet he is giving me an impression that he wants me to work. I thought he should know that it is my last year already. And still, he is trying to stop my financial flow. The more he does that, the more hatred I get from him. I just hope that he changes within a year. I got a feeling that my resistance towards these hatred might not withstand a long period.

I realized that as I grow, my mental thinking is getting seriously unbalanced as many things has happened to me. Nowadays, to balance my mental, I need drive with high speed and go out every night for a scroll around PJ and KL sometimes. I also go out at night for clubbing and other stuff.

Well, That's for now

Upset and helpless

2004-11-03T01:36:00.000+08:00

After what happen yesterday, I am deeply demotived. Yet I need to worry about my transportation to college for tomorrow and thursday night. I think I will be using my mother's car for tomorrow and thursday. My new moto is "Nothing will stop the flow of quality life in progress". So that's all for tuesday.

Unlucky Monday~~~

2004-11-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

Well, it is unusual Monday and a day that I will not forgot. My brain have hard-coded the date (01-11-2004,Monday) because something happened to me. So, now back to my story from the starting. As usual, I will drive to college for my lesson on PFI and PI. It is me or something wrong with the clock, as time flies, when you start to enjoy the moment. During the enjoyment, suddenly, I received a call from Arianne, asking me to join her for shopping at KL. Well since I have no plans. So, As usual, I don't reject people so much, ok ok.. I agree..

So, After my lesson, I drove to down to KL, it is odd because I didn't encounter any huge traffic jam. As I swiftly arrive to KL, I realized that I am early again.. I wondered why am I always do things before time. So, I need park my car, and travel around KL. When she is done, we went to some place near university of KL. I realized that this shopping complex are filled with Malaysia. For the first time, I saw less than 10 Chinese people excluding the sales girl and promoter. So, we walk around and chit- chatting. She had a Caesar salad and hot milk for dinner at StarBuck. I am not feeling hungry, I just order a iced tea. Then we went to Giant to get some stuff.

After that, I suppose to send her home, but I sensed something is wrong with the car, very odd sensation, and I start smelling burning rubber. I looked at the temp. Meter. That is when I realized my car is overheating. So, I need to stop the car to let it cool down. During that time, I open the bonnet and check the condition, I feel it is no hope fixing it because I just send it to service last week. So, I just motive myself to fix and fix but it is not working, so I decided to ask for help. But first, I need to settle Arianne's transport to her home as she is having a minor flu and fever. We call John Kit for help. Great guy, and thanks for everything. So, one down, one to go, my car needs a tow truck. So, I called my father for help, thinking he is the one person that I can depend on. Wrong guess!!! He ask me to call a tow truck myself. Huh, guess what? No Help... Fine... Then I called my mother for help.. At least, she will find someone to help me.

After all those waiting and doing stuff, I reached home around 12am. I feel tired, exhausted,disappointed,ashamed,self-pity and etc. Long list to go... I hope my father will not think that I am so stupid, aimlessly and blindly calling him for help if I am out of ideas. Sadly, my father thinks that I am a spoiled brat, good for nothing brat. HUH!!! I will show him one day. Forgot about that... I have much more important thing to worry. Well, That is all... for now...

Sunday Oh Sunday..What a boring...

2004-10-31T18:09:00.000+08:00

Hmm. It is me again. I realized that I have no life during weekends. I must find something fill my weekends. Hmm.. I wondered why weekdays, I can have such great people with me to enjoy my life but when it comes to weekends, the problem comes, the horror, the boredom. Well, today, I didnt do much as I waste my most of time on the bed. Daydreaming, thinking of certain things and people too. I end up with a poem myself. When I am thinking of someone. Here goes:

Everytime you appears within my surrounding,
I found myself hard to breath,
Everytime I see you in eyes,
I found myself lost in your eyes,
Everytime I stand beside you,
I feel my heart beats fast,
Everytime I talk to you,
I feel blessed with love.

Hmm, This is based on my feeling,sorry if it doesnt sound right. BTW, Please dont misunderstand. I just use my previous feeling of previous relationships.So, I am not thinking of anyone.

Sigh, Unexpected Problem Arise!!!!

2004-10-30T06:07:00.000+08:00

Now, it is 6.15 am. I have been not sleep properly for two days, which means my bio-clock is screw up. It seems to be my boredom have bring my level of rest less to higher level. I hope tomorrow I can sleep normally. Before I need to escort to medication. Sigh... The problem is getting worst. I just hope I can rest the whole day tomorrow without feeling boring.

What I fear most has happened.

2004-10-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

Today, It can be my worst day of my life as what I fear most has happened again. Which is Boredom. I realized that fun cant last and every time, I seem to be having a big problem here, which is I cant capture the moment and make it last longer. I am getting sick of boredom. Today, I woke up around 12 noon. Having serious headache, probably after yesterday sleepless night, I keep thinking of something. Probably, things happens in this way.

I wondered sometimes "Is it bad to treat people too good and they will think you are chasing them?". To me, I say "Hell, No!!". Why ? Because I am sick and tired of relationship. I starting to enjoy my single life as I love the freedom I get. I feel so great and so life like. Or should I put it in this way. "No string attached". No need to care or think about other people's feeling when doing an acion. Is that really hard to do? Hmm...now I am scare to treat people good, treat people equally as peoples have different needs and demands. Even I am myself, don't know what I really want in long term?. Now I only know that I want to have fun and chase back what ever I miss for the past two years.

To end this, I just hope this boredom situation will end soon. If not, I will be suffering several injuries soon.

Added: Why I need to end my day in such wasteful condition? WHY WHY. I guess I am poisoned with outing already...

Added Again:~2.38am: I feel better, as my boredom is gone,just right after my race around PJ with 150km/h, my heart feel the breeze, the speed. I feel the boredom diminish as I drove the car, the sound of engine roaring. This is what I called the human art of speed. The level is different.

Some Recap on Tuesday,Wednesday and Thursday

2004-10-29T05:08:00.000+08:00

Hmm. I think this will be quite long story because there are a few problem that prevent me from accessing bloggers. I don't know why, sometimes, it is no power, sometimes the internet connection access certain site(Stupid TMNET personnel, please do your job properly),and last but not least, Too tired and exhausted to compile my story. Well, Here goes:

Tuesday
Well, Here goes. On Tuesday, it is a typical day as normal routines and I send my car to the repair shop for service. Stupid old car is getting those stupid old sickness(I am aiming for VIOS, I got to convince my dad soon. *CROSS-FINGER*). Around 5pm, I received an unexpected call from Arianne, asking me to pick her up at KL. Well, as usual, I agree and pick up my car from the repair shop then drove to KL then we went to Kajang to have dinner with Winnie and Ah Kan at a French restaurant (BTW, forgot what is the name of the place).

After that, we all went to a place where there are two guitarist playing those song picked by the audiences. I didn't pick any song as I don't know what song that I like. But there is one song in particular makes me feel guilty, feel upset, feel wanting to cry, feel wanting to kill myself. HAHA, don't worry, I make a promise that is never to harm or kill myself as I am having my mother's blood and my father's bones. So, I must repay them somehow. Then later, I sent Winnie and Ah Kan back to their homes. Suddenly, Arianne got the feeling of vomiting, she vomit out everything we had during dinner. Well, She got a bad record on her stomach. As soon as she vomit finish, I try to drive fast but steady to her home.

Wednesday
Well, I got lesson to attend to from 1.45 till 5pm. Well, This time is not getting so bad about the PFI lecturer. No comments about him. After 5pm, I rushed to KL to meet up with Arianne and Winnie again for swimming. I reached there around 5.45 but Arianne are not free until 6.30. Well, I walked around the golden triangle, seeing scenery, some buildings design and fashion. HAHA. Around 6.00pm, Winnie arrived to KL too, and same as me, she got to wait for Arianne till 6.20pm, so we have nice chat session with her as we are waiting for Arianne.

After that, we went to Lot 10 to see some stuff and buy some sushi for snack before swimming( actually, their snack because I didn't eat.). I realized that my swimming skill gone down the drain as I didn't take effort to practice. I only can swim half lap with one breath. Last time, I can hold my breath longer as it is one lap one breath. Sigh... No use crying over a spill milk. So, I will be training my stamina back. After swimming, we went to Jalan Alor for our dinner. Then, I send them back.

Thursday

Thursday, I woke up quite late, as I have been very active in things, I just follow my daily routines but I havent have the time to reschedule my fitness plan. I dont know why I am quite tired today. Nevermind that. Around 6pm, I called rachel for confirmation on our pool session but it seems that she is out of coverage. She messaged me back around 7pm, telling me the pool session is on at 9 pm. I managed to catch some drama before going to the place. Well, I got a big surprise. 29 OCT is elaine's birthday. I dont know about the plans. So, I just go with the flow. We have fun all night. I went home around 3.45am. And start blogging until now.

P/S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELAINE AND SORRY FOR NOT BRINGING A PRESENT. :)

Hello there

2004-10-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Actually I would like to blog about last Saturday. Last Saturday, I went to New Era college to attend a friend(Winnie) performance. There are a few things happened during that time. First, the performance was great but there are minor mistake occurred during that time like lighting mismatch and dancers co-ordination are alittle off. Overall of the performance are quite ok for them as they are not professional. It might happens to be my expectation are set too high.

During that time, I meet a guy called John Kit(or Joe Kit), he is a entertainer, hmm... as I can say is we have alot of topics to talk about. For example, interior design, we exchange different views of interior design. From Japanese Designs to Modern Design when we are waiting for Winnie to clean up the stage. After that,Arianne,Winnie, Winnie's friend and me went to a nearby shop called "Paradise" for drinks and some chit-chat session. Then it is off to home.

As for today, the usual day to college, not much to say about except for my PFI lecturer plainly mono-tone explaining his concept of polymorphism which is not really relevant. He is plainly brag the time. Sigh, I wish he can mind his own business as I am using a much more effecient way to learn which I am asking several MIND members about programming. Sigh, He keep bugging me, asking me how this and that. My point is with his way of teaching, it is confusing. I hope that he dont mess up my design pattern. He always like to say "You must use OO concept to developing, IT is Better to develop in this way". And I say MY FOOT. so stubborn. OO concept got alot of flaws.

Rest In Peace.........

2004-10-22T16:42:00.000+08:00

It has been one day that I dont have the time to write until now. It is something happened in my family. My uncle passed away on this wednesday around 7 pm. Well, actually it is nothing upset about as we have expected this to happen. So, very little tear are sped, as everything is expected. My heart just feel heavy.

At this moment, my brain started to wonder why life so fragile and all those things. Sigh. Recently, I downloaded an anime called Bleach. This anime story is talking about spritual and death god.(How lost souls become evil soul harm other living people). It makes me think how can some souls remains at here and not moved on.

Well, there are not much to talk about yesterday and today. As there is nothing much to talk except my uncle is a christian and his son want to make funeral ceremony in Christian style and cremeted him. Today, I found out how they cremeted people. I feel uneasy as it is a human. Just make me think it is oven. HAHA

Wednesday Activities

2004-10-21T14:11:00.000+08:00

I will do some recap on yesterday as I forgot about my previous activities. On Wednesday, as usual, I woke up at 10 am, and do my routine like checking my downloads, PC health and etc. And then, I take a shower around 12pm and go to college as my new semester just started on Monday. This semester is quite relax as I only have two modules. The two modules which I going to learn are called PI(Professional Issues) and PFI(Programming For Internet). Sigh, I wondered why PI and PFI modules are created. These two modules can bored me to death as PI is actually like moral studies. I wondered why must we learned ethics as they are a lot of people don't have ethics. What makes me more demotivated is PFI. The lecturer is killing me with his Indian's accent. During his lecture, my brain are filled with question mark. (What did he just say?, Why are we learned old stuff? Why isn't he teaching us SOA method? Why OOP concept? Why this ? Why that?). At the end of the lecture, I am partial exhausted by his incapableness. What makes thing worst? He purposely ignore my painful ears of hearing his summary of the day.

Luckily, I have an appointment with Arianne after my class. So, I reached at KL around 6 pm. It is counted as fast already. Within an hour, I bypass all the jam. When I reached there. Arianne says she is having light meal. So, we have our light meal at L'Opera restaurant. Later, We went for a short shopping to pick up my swimming trunk as I cant find mine in my house. I wondered, nevermind. As Chinese wise man say "if the old things don't go, new ones wont come". Then, we went to club and swimming for two hours.

Then, we went to Jalan Alor for dinner. I don't know pronounce the dishes in Chinese, but I think it is called "Kung-Po Frog Porridge". Nice but it is very spicy too. I feel my stomach burning my flames. HAHA. Great Stuff.

Well, That is all. Because today is resting day.

Yet Thing can be interested in another way

2004-10-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

Today, I woke up at 2pm, Sigh, my timing is getting worst. After cleaning myself, I went straight to study up my XML format and XSL schema. I feel that XML is a great langauge, better than HTML when it comes with data. But there is a problem when XML is use to read or write binary format because XML tends to store information onto the RAM memory until it is released. This information is thanks to my great master (KAH FUI).

Around 6 pm, I need to go out to Subang to pick up the VS2005 from Irene. Hmm, she give me two DVD of VS2005. At that moment, I was thinking which one is the one I want. Nevermind, I reached home without encountering any traffic jams. Which is great, if not, I will caught in a jam for hours. After I came home, I took some rest and catch some drama, movies, and comedy.

Around 10pm, Cheryl call and ask me to go out for pool. Well, I accepted it and drove all the way to Sri Hartamas, thinking it is that place but it is not. It is supposed to be in Matrix. I just wasted the parking fee. And drove to Matrix. When I reached there, I realized that there are no empty pool table, so we have to wait for a table. So, we managed to get one table, and we play around 4-5 rounds. Then, Jo come to Matrix after her movie. After the pool game, We(Foo,Cheryl,Jo and me) decided to have some dim sum at Sri Petaling.

Then, I need bring them out of Sri Petaling area as they are not so familiar with the place, plus they need to pick up Nicole at Times Square. After all that, I drove home, in god speed.

Thing can be interesting.

2004-10-15T02:29:00.000+08:00

Today, I slept until 11am because I received an unexpected call from a friend(Arianne). She ask out for lunch, I gladly accept the offer. Around 12.15pm, I went out and reach 1-Utama around 12.25pm. I wondering why I am reaching this place so fast. Well, nevermind about that, I always like to be early on appointment. Maybe it is my habit, cant be changed. So, I have extra time to spare before meet her, I went to search for a particular CD. This song is called "Hit In The USA" by BEAT Crusader. Here is the link. Sigh, I didnt manage to find it. I search high and low for it, and no trace of this song but I will not give up so easily without putting up a fight. Either way, I will get my hand on this CD. Even if, I need to online purchase it from JAPAN.

Well,back to the appointment, at last, we managed to meet up and have lunch together, we went to a japanese restaurant to have our lunch, it was great. After lunch, we have scroll around 1-Utama as she seldom come to this shopping complex. We went to IT Planet(My previous part-time job place). It is great to meet up with those guys and the boss there. He seems to be the same as old days, still like to joking and tease around. I help Arianne to beam some software to her sony clie as the boss is so kind enough to lend me beam those software without any cost. Dont worry, I will buy something from him soon, as my FYP required a smartphone, and I am aiming for Motorola MPx220. It is great smartphone. click here to know more.So I am crossing my finger as this will be in my expense or I might ask from my father. After that, we scroll for another 30 mins then I accompany her to carpark and then I off to my car.

I went back home, and continue my sleep as I am quite tired because I stand awake until 3am. and I am doing the same thing for today. I must try to readjust my time before my next sem starts. Around 3-4pm, I received a call from cheryl that she want to play pool tonight, and I say ok and ask some people out. So, Rachel,yc,py,cheryl,heidi and of course me were at Matrix. BTW, today is ladies' night, so they got free drink for being there. So, we start our little pool frenzy. As usual, I lost more than winning. I need to brush up with my aiming and estimating skill as my aiming is getting rusty. During that time, I am not feeling well because I am having a serious headache. This kind of headache makes me go crazy and do wild stuff.

After the pool session, everyone went home, when I am finished my last pool with Cheryl. Then, we went back to SS2 because I need to pick up cheryl's cousin(Jo) back to her house. Before that, there is a little detour to pj state because cheryl want to have her supper. Then we three have some food and chat about study and life. It is quite relaxed. After that, I send them back and I am off to my home. Home Sweet Home. That's all for today. Hopefully, my life can be more interesting then this. **FINGER CROSSED**

Normal Day, Normal Life, Normal guy

2004-10-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

What a boring day, I spent my whole revamping my stupid blog. Sadly, my blog's code is killing me, CSS and XHTML. Well, I give up as for now, my blog only can be viewed with IE(Internet Explorer) only. I give up because my brain cant really think HTML and CSS code. In my brain is filled with ASP.NET,C#,Design Pattern,XML and SOA(Service-Oriented Architecture) and my reminder is telling me that I need to spend some time on write some testimonials for friends. So, as promise, I done it for them already.

Btw, sorry guys and gals about my blog's bug and those who are using opera and netscape. I try to make other browser work but sadly, it is not working. Sigh, I try but it keep failed, until then please bear with it, until I got a solution.

2004-10-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

This is my new theme called Energy Bliss. haha.. I managed to extract the files in MSI. This is a release for Window XP Tablet PC Edition. I wonder why Microsoft do that.

New Templates

2004-10-13T03:03:00.000+08:00

Basically, Today, I went to shelly's house to ask from help on my FYP around 3pm. After that, I have sudden urge for "dim sum" with Cheryl. Sigh, I cant manage to ask other people to come out with such short notice. So, no choice, I go to SS2 and get my "dim sum". Btw, I dont know how to pronounce those chinese names for those "dim sum", so sorry about that, I only know that I order a "dim sum" cost RM 12. It is killer, but it is very nice. In the "dim sum" got some meat juicy. Well, I better stop talking about "dim sum", it just make me go for second round. Haha...

Oh ya, I nearly forgot, I need be driver for cheryl to bangsar at 8.45pm to meet someone. I dont know why I am so good to help people. While I am at Bangsar after sending her, I drove to MPH Bangsar for some quick glimpse. I end up with two magazine on Architecture or should I say interior design. I am a sucker on interior design. Haha... dont know since when I have this kind of interest. Then I went home and start my redesign on my blog as my friends starting to complain on it. Well, I spent long time realign my blog and failed until I give up and ask my fellow good friend, Shelly for help. So, I would like to take this chance to thank her for her help and care.

Btw, to those who I owned them for the Testimonial, I am sorry. I will do it within these few days. I try to fulfill my promise as there are alot of promise need to be complete. So, I just need some time.

I hope you guys will be happy with my new templates... please comment on it.

Blogging Time!!

2004-10-10T16:23:00.000+08:00

It has been ages that neglect my blog. Sorry for those people who keep checking my blog. Well, recently, I have been quite busy, as my assignment and project due at the same week. After that hectic week, my examination is just around the corner. So, I need to do something about that. Well then, now I managed to finish this sem peaceful although there are some unhappy events.

On friday, I woke up around 6am because microsoft held an event called VB.NET 2004 World Tour where two presenter which are the ones who incharge of Visual Studio 2003 and the upcoming VS2005 codename "Whidbey" Their names are Jay Roxe and Matthew Gertz. Well, guys, I am not impress of VS2003 but VS2005 is great, no more slow loading sequences and no more resources hog. GREAT!!. I can't wait for the VS2005 beta 1 refresh edition plus it is 95% completed. So, that means the major bugs are fixed. I got a goodie from the event, I got a T-Shirt written VS 2004 World Tour made from Haiti. Hmm... Haiti nice. After the event, I went home and continue my study.

On Saturday, My last paper, I just quickly and swiftly finish my paper then rush to KLCC to meet my friends and chat some chat with Kah Fui(my SOA and Design Pattern advisor or should I say Mentor) and some other friends. But before that, once again, we will have Jay Roxe and Matthew Gertz for presentation but this is quite interesting than yesterday. Oh ya, I nearly forgotten, Amy Tang is too scare to ask them to sign her T-Shirt. So, she ask me for help, then I just took her shirt and ask them for signature. So everyone happy and I am glad to help. that's all for saturday.

As for today, I am planning to fix up all my things that went die for a long time. Well, I managed to fix a few thing and clean up my room as my house is too near the stupid federal highway plus my nose is so senstive on dust and partials. I cleaned the whole room and fix up my table after the war. Maybe later, planning to meet up some friends and enjoy abit.

P/S: I will be fixing my blog as everyone told me my blog is crappy and not really organized. So, Stay Tuned Guys and Gals. It will be faster than the last time..

Weird Dream and Some Recap~

2004-10-01T02:12:00.000+08:00

Ok, here goes, Two days ago, I had a dreaming. I dreamt that I was lieing on the bed while look out of the window, The sky are filled with the roaring lightning and furious wind and raining heavily. On top of it, I don't know whether it is a dream or the real thing because on that day, my mother told me that it rains heavily last night. Then I was like confuse "don't know whether it is true or not".

Yesterday, I went to KL to meet some friends, but sadly I didn't managed to meet them because some misunderstanding of timing. Well, there is always a consolation prize. Cheryl offered me out for pool. Well, at first, I refused but eventually I give in because I always lose to her. Well, this time, I go because there are friends of her and a cousin (I think) named Nicole. Well, the pool session didnt went well for me, I losing again. Nevermind about that, I did enjoy the game. And I have lovely chat with nicole. After that, we went to SS2 for supper.

As for today, I went jogging with my mother and brother. It seem to be odd because as all my friends knows me, I dont do exercise. Well, I join my mother because the area are quite dangerous. Then later, I went to catch a movie at pyramid with nicole,cheryl,foo(a guy) and me. after the movie, I went home and they went for second round at RUSH. I didnt go because I am not really good with butt shaking. LOL..

BTW, congratulation to my friend, Kah Fui on his new car, Toyota Vios. And it is my dream car. Sigh. Nevermind, I will get it sooner or later.

Update!!!

2004-09-28T13:41:00.000+08:00

It is a long time since the previous blog. Well, these days, there are nothing much to blog about, yet I am trying to make interesting thing in life. Actually, there are a few things that I need to recap on. For example, Last saturday, I went to MidValley to see movie at 10 am. It is a free screening, my friend (cheryl) managed to get some tickets. It is princess diary 2 aka The Royal Engagement. On that day, Cheah Yen,Cheryl,Rachel and me were there. After the movie, We walk around the mall then we went home. But I have my own plans, I went to Seng Fown's house because we are going to Low Yat Plaza. I realized alot of things changed, makes me feel like I am in Hong Kong. Everytime, I went there, the place never disappoint me with an eye-opener view. Hmm, Dont know this year, I managed to follow my father for a business trip. Nevermind, there are chances available if you try your best.

I bought some cds at Low Yat. BTW, the trip to Low Yat was a killer because it took us 1++ hours to reach Low Yat. It seems the KL really needs liftover. traffic jam... Say No No. Late that night, Sin Mon say she need someone to accompany her for dinner, then I join her for dinner near her house since his brother is busy chasing gals.

Well, That's all I remember... BTW, The rest of the two days, I forgot most of it.
P/S: Examination is coming... And I am feeling great.. ODD.. I never feeling good about examination.

Exam Coming~~`

2004-09-24T01:42:00.000+08:00

Sigh~~~, these days, I feeling weird, kinda of lazy, I am starting to get worry about my examination yet there is nothing I can do. As for now, I am deep unmotivated. So, I will be starting my journey of studying and read notes, yet I am not feeling like doing it. Sigh... Hopefully, Tommorrow, I will have the mood.. to study~~~~ GOD BLESS ME~~~ Kill every lazy cell in my body.

MidValley Trip

2004-09-23T18:51:00.000+08:00

Today, I went out with shelly to MidValley.(her blog got mention about this outing too. So I will keep it short) MidValley changes alot, I nearly got confused of all the direction, because unable to recongize most of the shops. This is the effect of not going out. Haha, basically I want to show her my upcoming trend of my clothes. So, we went around MidValley, to see my series of the clothes. I need some opinion from different people. Hmm, The respond was quite good. After that, we went for lunch at the exhibition hall. We eat tom yam. After the tom yam, she needs to do some chores, so I accompany her, then go home around 4 something. That's all

hmm.... today

2004-09-23T03:07:00.000+08:00

Today, actually there are a few special that happened today. I wondered why special thing happened in a bundle. First thing, out of the normal day, today, I wear full black color clothes to college, the all my friends say "Hadrian, Today you look different". then I was blur and dont know what is happening. They say I am looking different today. Funny~~~ I am just say today is a special day. Second thing, today, is the first time, I eating at Sri Petaling. Actually, we are celebrating Liwa's birthday. We went to pizza hut to celebrate. She is funny, during the celebration, she is wearing the green hair thing (aka Shrek's Ear) and the birthday is Americano(cheese cake). I was like OMG!!! pizza got cheese then cheese cake. Sigh, I just keep eating then finish celebration, we send them back to college, and rush back to home. Because of my stomach, I can't eat cheese or else, my stomach will give me a hard time. Came home and rest for the day, then later my friend(cheryl) ask me to teman her to play pool. I suggested go to 1 Utama and see Jackie Chan and Daniel Wu and Ah Sa didnt show up. At the time, I was wearing all black again. Black jean, black t-shirt. and Daniel Wu, is wearing the same color. Cool~~
After the session, I and she walk around, actually I am trying to change my clothes trends. It is time to change. Every little must be changed, From head to toe. After the certain browsing, I end up with a proper outfit. Soon, I will change into that. After window shopping, I and she went to play pool because she keep insisting of going. So go for a few rounds, send her home then that's end today's amazing black,cool day.

What a boring sunday

2004-09-20T01:22:00.000+08:00

Sigh, Sunday, Is a boring day, basically the whole day, it is not so interesting. Today, I went to Low Yat again. Oops, I forgot yesterday, I went to Low Yat to buy a new motherboard, Because my old board have retired. Then today, I went there because the new motherboard have minor boot up problem but it is solved. Today, kinda funny, during my trip to home, I receive a call from my aunt, telling me that pick up my little brother and cousin at the swimming training centre. I was like, in the middle of federal highway. So, i decided to make a largest U-turn back to KL to get them. At that time, it is raining, makes me feel so peaceful while I was driving.

Oops, I should start on saturday,Well,nevermind.. I will do it here, some recaping.
Basically, noon time was boring, so skip, At night, I went out with friends(py,sk,rachel,cheryl and heidi). Went to somewhere near serdang, and have those yum cha session. It was great.. it has been two years that I stop having night life. After the yum cha session, I feel that the night is still young to end it just like that, so rachel suggested going for a pool session and I second it. So, We(rachel,me,yc and cheryl) go back to the same place(Breakers) at Sri Hartamas. Around 2.15am, the pool session ends, everyone except me are tired and exhausted. I was getting the day is still too young, so they left and I drove home too because there is nothing much I can do at that time.

P/S: Thanks for information, about the place's name.

Changes in Life

2004-09-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

First of all, I would like to say "Thank You" to people who have come and read my "long air" life. Sorry about that, I cant stop myself from continuous writing. Haha. Ok ok. Let's get started. Ok, This week, TechEd week, yes TechEd 2004 Malaysia, I didnt make it as attendee because I miss the registeration due to some personal reason. So Nevermind, I got in as exhibitor. I am there, get to know many new friends basically around the world. Mostly are locals and US, and Singapore too.

Basically, I will be at the exhibition hall, helping out. So, Alot of communication going around. Sadly, I disappointed with INTI people. I realized that they come to TechEd, just to get prizes... sigh money, TechEd is a great place to learn stuff and they waste it. Imagine one of the windows legend, SQL master and other programming senior are here to share their expertise with us, I will be like in heaven. Nevermind, I am sure that I will be going to TechEd next year for sure.

I think on the tuesday, I went with my friends (Rachel, Cheryl and Christene), so basically all gals. So I treat me Coffee Bean and we have some chat. Later, we went for pool and dart session. I enjoy those stuff, dont know why.. maybe things have changed. After that, I feel that,it is not enough, so we went to sri murni for some food. At sri murni, I saw alexander and alicia. Lovely couple. HAHA. So, I went there and say hi to them, ask how is things and blah blah blah. After that, I send them home, and I just went for minor speeding to home because it is getting late and the highway is empty.

Basically now, everything is settled down. Things that I most worried and value is no longer valuable. I will enjoy every single moments that I can. So, I am feeling great and rather bored sometimes, but I know after this, things will be better. I understand networking are very important. Now, I will stand focus into my study, friends and people whom I think most valuable to me. Oh ya, Nearly forgotten, I thinking if I ever in love again, I should stop thinking about previous memories and past events, and treat every relationship as my first time. So, Wish me Luck!!!

So, That's all For Now!!!

Close call~~

2004-09-12T17:43:00.000+08:00

Last night, around 12.30am, I decided to go out and get some food and DVDs with my brother. So, I drove my brother's car. I encounter nearly two accident. but it is kinda funny, I have no fear of die -ing and my brother is the one holding his seatbelt tightly. The first encounter is there was a narrow lanes where both of sides are cars. Suddenly, the car on the left(toyota Unser) decided to hog my lane and making my lane left a car space. So, I decided to brake until like crazy. Close call from hell. So, the stupid driver got scolding from me. Stupid nearly get myself killed. After continue speeding 160km/h to seksyen 17. thinking there got DVDs selling. Wrong, close shop, so I decided to rush to SS2 before they close shop. So two DVDs(Mean Girls and some chinese movies dont know what is the title) then quickly rush back to Seksyen 17, dont know why my brother like that ramli burger. Sigh, so I got myself some food at the good ole 7-Eleven. After that, I dont know why in seksyen 17, those people never see the road then come out, Nearly hit the motorcyclist, luckily, no cars on the other road, so I take over the motorcycle and sped off. Around 5 min, Reached Home.

After that, my brother and I started our little movie marathon until around 4am. then he went to sleep. And this is the time, my sleeping disorder starting. I try to sleep but my eyes are wide open, and stupid thinking and unwanted stuff comes out, I feel so boring and annoyed. Actually it is rather a mixed feeling. So, I decided to stay awake to do some study in C# and INETA recap before helping them. Until 6am, I give in, and went to sleep..

Recap Part 2

2004-09-11T01:26:00.000+08:00

There are alot to recap on. OK, well, for the past few days, I am busy with my project. I am so occupied with my project that I only sleep for 3-4 hours a day. Because of this, my biology clock is a total mess. But there are good thing during these times, I always go out and get myself some starbucks before they closing. During that period( a week), It is a killer, almost everyday, I get myself coffee(Mocha Frappuccino). Well, It is great helper.

There is nothing better company than a coffee when you are rushing stuff. But I am sure that I will be very busy with my self-training. I trying to catch up everything that I miss during the past. There are alot of friends to meet up, alot of activities and events like TechEd. I have volunteer myself to help in TechEd on behalf of INETA organization. So I will be there to meet alot of people. I hope I can catch up what I miss in previous two years. Now, I understand sometimes can be poison when you devoted into it too much. There are alot of things to discover and time is limited. And I just wasted two years.

Nevermind, I will focus more on my career development more. Getting exposed more to the public. Although sometimes, It is lonely, but I know some day when time comes, My glass of milk will be filled. Not by me, but by other half. Now, my life will only have friends, and works. I hope my time will be filled fully. So that, I can make my day counted.

BTW, I am having sleeping distort due to the frequency of burning midnight oil. I hope I can overcome this sickness without medication.

Recap of days

2004-09-05T19:18:00.000+08:00

HI everyone, since the last trip, I didn't blog, so now I am blogging about the past few days. These few days are my rushing day( means I am rushing for my projects and plus I just submitted my PSF, So crossing my finger every now and then. Hope everything will be sorted out eventually.

These days, I have been feeling rather odd. Do stuff that I promised myself and everyone including my parents that I shouldn't be doing. Stuff like racing cars which is getting serious into my head. I have been racing with other people during night time and speeding during the day. The feeling are rather odd. I know it is dangerous yet I have the freedom and the adrenaline rush around my body. The wind blowing towards my face, I feel that I wanted to go faster and faster. Now, I am really confused yet every night, I have the feeling of racing if not, I cant sleep and cant even think properly. So, I managed to sneak out and go for a few round. Every time when I race, I full blast my CD player. So, that I cant hear the surrounding and focus at one point only. Well, at that moment, my mind stop thinking multiple things. I wish I can do it without racing. It will be good for me. But life is imperfect,so no use hoping for this and that.

On Saturday, I went to MIND gathering where I always wanted to go for the last two years. Well, every time, I go for this kind of gathering, I gained a lot of information like how to developing program even some weird programs where it appears to be useful. Cant wait for the next gathering. As my journey of developer starts now, where previously I have encountered quite a numbers of blockage. Thanks to Walter, let us share his knowledge of WMI with VB.net. This really makes life easy. But I have no time to explore into WMI yet as I am struggling to complete my project. Maybe I venture myself into WMI during my holidays after my examinations. During that time, I meet a lot of people. One if particular called Amy Tang. Aaron and me realized that her fingernails are very long and it is grow outwards. Really scary. Lolz

P.S: These days, I have been sneezing for no reason. Hopefully no one is talking about me

2004-09-01T02:12:00.000+08:00

hot spring~~~

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chester and hong

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my pet-sis pinky toys

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Deborah(my pet-sis) and Timmy(her bf)

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Patrick and me at the waterfall

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tong's collection. gulp 40k-50k killer man

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group pics

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The great waterfall that we went for ~~

Trip to Bentong !!! Really an eye-opener

2004-09-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

HI there, I have not been updating my blog because I went to BENTONG for the last two days. This is what happened. On Monday, the trip is supposed to starting around 4.30pm but it is because of me, and my OT lecturer saying that on monday, I am having OT test, so I am force to tell my pet-sister delay until 5.30pm. So that, I can make it to her boyfriend's house and go together. But suddenly, I remembered that my mother needed to use my car, so once again, I call her to wait for me until 6.00pm. Because of this, I asked my aunt to send me there. Sigh~~ I feel sorry about the delay Sis!!.

At the end, I managed to make my way to her boyfriend's house and straightway, we start our journey to BENTONG. The moment we drive out of the 1 Utama junction, the jam has started. So, with those traffic conditions, we managed to get there to meet up other friends from forum at BENTONG around 8pm. Upon arrival, we went to the house of a forumer and he showed us his collection on 12" inch vinyl figure collection. I was amazing on his collection plus he is married and have 3 kids and a newborn baby. Oops!! I forgot to congratulate him on his newborn baby.. Nvm about that. I cant imagine a guy around 30++ having a 40k - 50k collections of vinyl figure. Somemore, all of the figure are a set plus background to match them. I am really impressed for this kind of hard core fans. So, After that, we went to check in and go for dinner.

This is where things gets spice up. The dinner that we are having a wild animal dinner. I was shocked and unprepared for this kind of stuff, but I told myself, everything has its first time, so I just go with it. Before we enter the restaurant, we saw a couple of monkey in the cage(thinking,are we eating it?) OK, the dinner menu contains curry wild boar meat(common thing),curry chameleon(Argh!! I didn't eat it, to gross),snake soup(I did drink the soup but I didn't eat those meat),some vegetable(Which I eat the most), Salt Fish(I don't know why it is called that) and Fresh Prawn(Luck, there are is something which can be eat). Other than that, the waitress also ask us, about ordering the monkey brain and I was shocked again and this time, I stoned). I just saw those monkey when we walking into the restaurant and it will end up in my stomach. I tell my pet-sis that we better not do that. So, we didnt do it, whew. Later, after the dinner, suddenly one of the forumer order a couple of beer, and I was thinking what is happening now? why are we drinking beer? And they just give me a glass of beer and ask me to drink. Then my mind once again, Should I drink the beer, but people offer me and if I rejected them, they will not put in their league. So, I decided to drink it as goodwill for them. But it end up badly, which they keep on pouring beer to my glass. After an hour, another three forumer just come to BENTONG and join us for dinner they eat the same as us. Then they ordered another 3 more large bottles of beer. I managed to drink two glass because I drink it slowly. After the drinking, I went out of the restaurant and I saw something more horrible which I saw someone kill a turtle (in chinese word, water fish), then i was shocked again.

After the dinner, I thought it is end of the activites for today. Then I happily walk around and suddenly the organizer told us that we are going to karaoke. But I realized that the karaoke is a lounge and pub. the moment I went in, I know that it is another round of beer but I cant refused because all of members are there. I ended up drinking more than FOUR large bottles of beer but I realized that I am not drunk at all. By the way, they even make a deal with me, that i will drunk but end up, most of them are drunk. So, we went back to the hotel at 4am and rest for next day's activities which I have no idea what is on?

The next day, I woke up around 10.45am, and we went for dim sum session near the hotel. But the dim sum doesnt have alot of variety. So, I just eat three plates and done with it because later we are going to eat lunch. After the lunch, we went for the waterfall, very nice and there is a problem, recently someone just got drowned and die at the waterfall because there are those yellow lines blocking certain areas. Then I realized that this month is a ghost month. So, we continue taking photo around the waterfall. After the photo session, we were thinking of going to play at the waterfall suddenly it started to rain. So we need to run to our cars. I think it is a omen, telling me not to go to the waterfall. Later, we went to a shop called "kou po". It is a shop that only sell ABC and homemade ice-cream. Then we went to the hot spring for second round because the waterfall thing was not fun. Before that, we make a short detour, go to the high place to take photo of the whole BENTONG. Then straight to the hot spring, it was a disappointed because the condition of the hot spring, it is not well maintained, plus the people there just throw the rubbish around the compound and into the hot spring. I dont dare to dip myself in it which is a wise choice, because those who went in, got injury and itchy after the dip. Whew!!! What a close call. It is a waste to see a rare hot spring to waste like that. After that, we went for our farewell dinner then back to civilzation.

OMG!!!!. The trip back to KL is horrible, it took us around 2 and half hours to get home. Luckily, I am not tired. But Overall the trip was great. Alot of shocked and happiness. And thanks to my sis and all of the forumer.( and her bf) I have a great time.

PS:I will post some pic on the next blog

OMG!!! Dust is everywhere.

2004-08-29T12:56:00.000+08:00

Today, basically just a normal typical Sunday, the only different is I am having those stupid sore throat. I dont know why it is getting worst, until I realized that my room is full of dust.I am shocked about this dust, the amount of dust that have been staying with me in the room. So, I decided to clean my room, and clear some stuff unwanted stuff out of my room. Hell ya, I am sick and I am cleaning those pesky dust, it is a killer. And my mother think that I am having those nose cant sniff those dust, if not, it will get infected and get sick eventually. Sigh, I hope not.

And some recap on yesterday, basically yesterday, I was out with my pet sister,Deborah, She took me to endah parade. I bought Gundam Astray Red Frame and a few stuff. I never been so happy. Getting this kind of stuff that can be really fun. So basically, I have been hang out with her friends and boyfriend.

Plus my pet sister promised to teach me how to draw manga. cool !!! But I am planning to get a drawing tablet.

The day is still Young!!!

2004-08-28T01:57:00.000+08:00

Suddenly I feel so energetic while I am having Flu. Well, Around 1am, Suddenly, I urged for food. Lolz, funny me ?
Might be the flu virus toys with me. Lolz, So, I went to SS2 search for food, and end up eating at some Hong Kong style cafe( dunno how to pronounce the name of the cafe). So, I went there and order Nissin Noodle Mee with Egg and Luncheon Meat and for my drink i ordered the Hot Honey Lemon. Dont know why the drink taste so odd, It might be my throat. My throat is not feeling well too. Well, after that wonderful supper, I drove back with speed of 135km/h. Muahaha. Plus with those non-stop twist and turn, lolz. I managed to arrive home around 1.45am. Lolz, I should have do these often. Well, That's the update.

How the mighty has fallen..

2004-08-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hi again. Curse those influzena, virus and disease. Sigh, Around 3-4 am, I was thinking of walking in the rain. I still remember those days during my secondary school, that time, almost every now and then, It will raining, and I will be soaking wet at that time, but I didnt get any sickness during those day. Sigh, As you grows older, sickness tends to lurks around you. Sigh, After a short time under the rain, I got sick, but I think it is worth very moments. I am feeling so free.That's all for that.

Now, for my HCI, Today is the due dates, I hope my research can get good mark and plus I spent about two day research and one day just write the paper. So, I am crossing my finger on it.

Well, tomorrow is saturday, Yes, my pet sister bring me around sri petaling to buy some stuff(Modelling Kits). Yes, This merdeka, we are going to bentong and bukit tinggi.. cool. I cant wait going there because this trip is organized by some forum. Yes, Cant wait to know them. Plus I think i will have fun and enjoy people around me. That's all for now.

Today is a quite boring day

2004-08-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

Today, what a boring day, Worst than normal day, Well, never mind that, Well, tomorrow is my due date for HCI (Human Computer Interaction), and my PSF (Project Specification Form) also must show my supervisor on tomorrow. Now i am really piss with my research paper because I have tons to think and write, I hate write crap. Well, yesterday, I got to know a person quite interesting. Btw, it is a she. She likes to play RO (Ragnarok Online).
Funny, first time, i meet a gal playing RO which is a great thing. Well enough for that, actually I dont really know what to write because today the whole day, I have been thinking of what write for HCI research paper(It is killing me) and my psf( dont know what to do). Plus, today, i received a message for Shelly(master lolz) says that her laptop unable to login to apiit, the first thing came into my mind, she forgot to set the lan setting. Lolz, she really forgot about that. Plus, when i return call that time, she is having class with a very funny lecturer,( Mr. Dhason) he has funny accent. He saw her then she quickly hang up... lolz, I can imagine what is the situation, because I saw a few times about this lecturer react to student who is sleeping and doing something rather listening to him. That's all for that, Argh, I am sick of thinking and write stupid research paper. RESEARCH,RESEARCH,RESEARCH.. Why research...due dates?

Somemore, my pet-sister ask me to go out during holiday to go bentung and bukit tinggi. In my heart, I want to answer yes but in my mind, i say no. So, i say i will reply her within this week. I dont know whether i can go or not. I wished i can go, if someone is seeing this blog, please give me some feedback. Just one day trip, no, it is actually one night,one day trip. If i got, i will take some photo there. So that's all for now. I will keep updating my blog more often.

P/S: I didnt update too often because I am currently developing CCS and new templates for my blog, but it is still buggy, so i am crossing my finger. Hopefully my new pet brother will help me in the flash design. XD

Thing will past... and flow into its path

2004-08-21T01:58:00.000+08:00

Today, I did something that i didnt expected to do at all. During night, I felt boring and I decided to do something that I think I never do. I call up my second ex out for a drink and I was thinking that she would decline me but she didnt. So we went out for a drink, she was alright about what I have done to her. So, we just chat there, talk, talk and talk. I realized her attitude problem have changed but it is not a big change. But at least, she knows what is important than friends... but she still have things that always keeps in her heart. At least, now I know girls likes to hide things from everyone, thinking that they can solve it eventually. They dont know it is good to share it out with people, so that, things can be solved with different feedback and views.To all girls, please share your thing with your partners, they can help you. Two brains is better than one.

As life goes on, I wish people will realize that i do care and willing to share and help.

Every Cloud has its silver lining

2004-08-18T00:33:00.000+08:00

Every cloud has its silver lining, this words, always appears in my mind since my tutor told me during standard 4. This words have been a greatest medicine for me whenever I encounter any problem like study,projects,love,friends,stress and alot more. But as I grow older, I realized that no matter what happened, it will have an ending. Everything will start to clear up. So, as for now, I only knows that things can be positive, it is just how you look at it.Well, Enough for my grandmother advise...back to business.

I am very happy today...Why? Muhahaha, I cant imagine there are people like me so crazy, seeing two movie in one day. Today, I managed to see movie (I-Robot and The Twin Effect 2) with two of my friends. So, I spend almost whole day at MidValley with them. Another thing which is very funny.. that is shelly's mom and her sister..
both of them say that I want to become god, dont want to eat.. only eat twice a day.
Yup, I know I dont have a proper timing for meals and it is bad for health. Well, nothing can be done because my stocmach cant really consume alot of food. I have bad records about my stomach. Sigh, cant be help. That's all for now.

Well, These Two Months have been hell!!

2004-08-13T13:49:00.000+08:00

These two months, a lot of bad thing have happened. My emotional are not stable at all, during last month. What happened? Well, during the mid of June, my relationship with my gf was tense, we always fight and I am encountered several distrust about her. But on the 24th June, things from bad went to worst. So, she decided to breakup and as for me, trying to patch things up but end up, making things worst. Well, Things might not appear to be the truth. Later, I found out the most horrible truth. She is seeing another guy. Well, that means what ever I try to do is useless, so just live my miserable life. This time, I am lucky because there are friends like Shelly,Albert,Frankie and my pet sister, Deborah. They are there for me. I feel blessed by these friends. Well, although this relationship lasts two and half years plus I think I shower her with too much love until I don't realized it is a pressure. There is nothing can be done since her heart has changed. Other than that, accepting the fact that when a person's heart changed, you will see more than just the reality. It is like reality check. Well, this relationship ends with involvement of parents. Well, I read from a book and certain feedback from my friends, parents might be the worst ending, you can get from. And I got it. Basically, from that onwards, my life just became dark and soul-less. It is just like wake up from a dream. A dream shouldnt be happened.
For now, I am single and quite ok with the current state. Plus i am addicted with guitar and modelling kit. Later, i will post some pictures about my models.

As for now, the heart-breaking stage is over, it is a new leaf for me.
That's all for now. I am continuing my progress with the template modification project with my pet sis, Deborah is a great help on design.

Reporting In

2004-06-14T02:15:00.002+08:00

At last, I managed to get myself to MIND. I cant believe myself. Why? I have been trying to get there almost a year... Sounds unbelievable but i got to believe it. It is because everytime, i am trying to go KLCC, surely somethings important comes out. Well, it is nice to go there to broaden my view and knowledge.

Next thing, I feel Great and Fear at the same time. Tommorrow, My degree offically start. That means NEW FRIENDs, NEW EMENYs, NEW STUFF TO LEARN, NEW KIND OF STRESSes and NEW KIND OF PROBLEMs.

So i guess i will stop now
P/S: I am trying to change my templates for my blog

Blog later...

Well..At Last, I am Done with CWE~~!!!!

2004-06-09T00:36:00.000+08:00

At Last, I have finish the CWE class. I am out of those tiring night and hard to eat food. Lolz... As for today, i went to 1 Utama for movie. Yes movie, for 3 month i hardly go to the cinema. I went for the Harry Potter 3. Well, i can say that movie are not as good as expected. It is cut short from the book (Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkanban). Most of the interesting part of the book have been taken of the movie. It is nice to go out with my girlfriend to watch the movie. Hope more to come..

By the way, does anyone know where does the Seiko watch(i mean the Final Fantasy Edition ones) are selling. Hmm, i guess it is quite rare to be available in Malaysia? I am a fan on Final Fantasy but not those hardcore.

And my stupid handphone still have no news from it. So long, dont know what to do? sigh~~~~

That's all

What a hectic Week!!!!

2004-06-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

This month, my life encounter those extreme ups and downs. As my previous post, my handphone suddenly cant restart to the OS. The technical people tell me that my handphone's ram is spoil which makes those app show those stupid errors. SIGH, I should have fix it before the warranty expired. So, for these week, i am out of contacts. Actually, in another way, it is great to be out of contacts. LOL~~. (Sorry, Dear). I hope that my handphone is alright.

This week is really a hectic week. Why ? It seems that bad luck is roaming within the surroundings. sH~~~shhh. I hope for the best in next week, it will be better.

Sigh~~~

2004-06-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

Sigh, I realized that my handphone getting worse. Well, Sad to say, I very disappointed to the Nokia because of the stupid SymbianOS Platorm. Before my phone dies, the OS keep on giving me those silly, stupid error. I was thinking of trading in the phone for a new ones. Of course, i will need to top-up more for a better phone.

Last weekend, I was saying about my notebook, I went to the service centre located at Shah Alam on Monday. I was thinking why would Toshiba move there..so far. They told me that my notebook's setting are set to some other contry mode and the recovery cd that they give me is local mode. What the hell?

Hope This Bad Luck Go Away

I am Back !!!

2004-05-30T03:17:00.000+08:00

Long time, I didn't blog because I let my friend, Aaron to run a few test on my blog. Basically, helping me to solve the problem about the blogrolling. Well, no luck on that. So, I guess I will figure out something to fix the font and size of it.So Wish me Luck! Because I will Need It. BTW, Thank Aaron for your effort.

Why I need the luck? because for this week, It has been the worst week I ever had. Why? I encounter several kind of the accidents like road bully and others. I don't know why this people ever existed, these people have no brain to think them, they only know how to bully us(Good Citizen). After the accidents occurred, I went to the police station to make a report to assure my safety. Sigh, I starting to feel that the world is getting crowd this pest. Second things is my notebook, sigh. This really upset me a lot. Why? Actually my notebook, my life companion is spoil. My Toshiba satellite Pro M10. Sigh, I cant do recovering the winxp from the recovery CD given by Toshiba because it is giving such stupid error saying "Wrong Machine". I say what the hell. So I have no choice to send it to service center. Plus I need to wait until Monday, to get a fix notebook. Meanwhile, I will be using my desktop to do my work.

Well, let forget about the bad things, I found this microvault from Sony, it called microvault mini. It is the best design of the microvault's family. I aiming for this.

This week is my worst week I have ever been in my lifetime. Luck, I believe in a sentence from the ancient people saying:

Every dark cloud, there is a silver lining

Every thing bad things happen to me, I will always believe that word because my tutor always like to tell me that whenever I am upset. Kind of think of her, I wonder how is she? I hope she is healthy. I kinda miss her also. Sometimes, I think that life is so fragile and the world is getting so dangerous. Sigh, I cant help myself about repeating myself. Until here first, I will try to update my blog more often. Maybe after my CWE course which ending at 4 JUNE. Hurray. No need to suffer eating those foods again. I just hope for best in my coming degree intake. I am anxious yet scared of the Final Year Project.

Boring Night

2004-05-22T02:45:00.000+08:00

Tonight, I suddenly feel so boring after see a few show (actually I watch the show called Catch Me If You Can and Naruto The Animation Chapter 84). Well, The movie is about a 16 year old teenager who use his sweet talk to forge those bank's cash cheques. Whoa, I am impressed of this guy's techniques or his thinking. This is the second time that i am watching the cool movie i am recommand to everyone. The movie is based on true story of a man that con bank forges. Well about the naruto, I only can say "Please dont drag those boring scenes. But basically, i think it is the great animation.

One done and one more to go.

2004-05-21T19:26:00.000+08:00

After today, my CEH class officially ends at 4.30pm. Things that I learned there, it be learn from anyway or from the internet, cause some of these things does no publish on internet just like that. But sadly the class is over, what the trainer say is right.

What you learned here is only 2 out of 10. So don't think that you are master after this course.

This is life. There must have a beginning and ending. I wish that this kind of course are produce more to show people how to handle it. From my point of view, people set their minds that you are up to no good when they know you are doing some course like that.

This few days, I am not feeling myself because of this minor flu coming out. Got infected by people during my course. Plus, the weather is getting very hot. Sometimes, it makes me so moody. Other than this, I am pretty upset about my girlfriend's sleep habit. She is not getting enough sleep because of the assignments meet the due dates. I wondered why the college giving such short time frame to complete three assignment and a final project without thinking that these assignment may not meet the died lines which is today. What a unconsidered people is this. Seeing her suffering like this makes me worry of her health. She is those people that easily get injury or sick. What I can do is support her and help her with any thing I know of.

Recently, I am more into those defense and detection application maybe it is because of CEH. Currently I am trying to do some research on IDS (Intrusion Detection System)like Snort,BlackICE and Sygate. I heard that snort is the hardest IDS program to configure. It is Linux based program. Linux is the second hardest OS ever bulid yet it has those superb tools bulit-in. This is the one thing that Microsoft loss to Linux.

Let backtrack a little bit because last two days, I am busy doing to the blog's add-on features and learning some forgotten HTML tags. Well,once you forgot those things tags, you cant remember those tags back. So now, what I do is the refer to a HTML tags reference from this page.

This website is great resources place to expand your knowledge. It even has XML programming tutorial. Cool, I will try to pick up this XML language. This days, technology advancing so fast, sometimes it is really hard to choose a proper technology to pick up without knowing that it will be obsolete after awhile.

Well, i will blog until here for now. Maybe tonight, i will continue to further enhanced the blog and make my blog code more neat(means housekeeping time).

Interesting Night

2004-05-19T03:05:00.000+08:00

Today, i found out blogger have addon features including PhotoBlog,FreeStat and chatterbox, and Audioblogger (sadly i cant use it, it is for USA and i am in ASIA REGION). I also take this add-ons to the full use. Plus, i realized that GOOGLE is a really dangerous yet powerful tools. I am speechless about the ability of search.

Second thing is about my better half, i went to her house right after class. i am anxious and happy to see her. Well, within two days, i realized that she loss quite alot of weight and getting so pretty but sadly, she is having those times(STRESSFUL MOMENTS). Well i hope that she will get over it soon. BTW, i am happy until i dont realized that i havent eat dinner plus my house have nothing to eat. I can heard my stomach sounding the alarm. LOLz

It is getting interesting day by day

2004-05-18T18:12:00.000+08:00

Well, today is the second class of the CEH course. It is getting more and more exciting. Why ? I learn from detecting and countermeasure. Plus last night, i found out that my girlfriend and her best is starting the trend of blogging.
Well, i realized xanga blogging site not really a friendly site where anonymous people can add comments. It requires you to be a member to be able to add comment. I say what a crap. and what is more worst is they make you pay money to get a better design. Not like blogger, they giving you those nice design, xanga give those plain color templates. What a cheat sites.

Interesting Day

2004-05-17T18:12:00.000+08:00

Well, last night, i didnt manage to sleep because i am too excited about the CEH class. This class widen my scope of hacking concept. Plus tommorrow, it will be a whole day thing ( 9am -9 pm)
i think people will call me crazy man.

What a day

2004-05-15T01:21:00.000+08:00

Basically, it is a holiday..Well, my current mood is not really great this week.
I have been blurred and unable to concreted on the lesson on SQL. I hope i will do better week.. Woke up around 11am. I found that my car has been sent to the workshop. so no choice, got to wait for it. After a few hours, i say what the heck, i drove my brother's car off to my girlfriend's house and went for shopping.

Oops.. i nearly forget that next week is my CEH lesson start
YAHOO !! nice after long waited... starts on Monday it will be great.

Blogging time

2004-05-13T16:34:00.000+08:00

Hi, I am new in this blogging site
previously I am using blogging site called thespoke.net
but it is not a user-friendly
so after a long time of thinking, i decided to change to here

And I realized someone has taken www.hadrian.blogspot.com.
I wonder actually how many people named after the roman emperor "HADRIAN"
sigh, i will thinking of getting the address.
Btw, i am named after him.